I am feeling sad.

Today two members of family suggested things to me. I understand they meant it nice, for the sake of my family condition. But what they were suggesting is crossing with my principle.

Is it wrong for me to act like I am doing now? I do it for You, Lord. They don’t understand why I’m doing what I’m doing, they just see things from their sides.

Or am I too stubborn? Have I learned the wrong thing? Have I become narrow minded? I’m just confuse over my own principle.

What I know, their suggestions didn’t make me want to change the principle.

I hate if it makes me the black sheep in the family. But I just have the way in me.

Show me what choices should I make Lord..