so i wept my tears a couple of days ago, getting panicked and more stressful due unexpected thing that happened with my thesis. the conclusion: i need to start from the scratch. make new one.

i panicked, how couldn’t I? add some other problems that just happened in life recently, last week seemed perfect for a gloomy recipe.

and today i came to the church. and then i felt my weighed released. i was asking for mercy and recovery, and He gave me. it didn’t stop there. i then came home and find big, very big passion to have a time with Him, alone, and i spent more time than i usually did. :)
and He touched my heart deeper than before, because i longed for His presence more than before

i learned a lot today, from the preach, from my private time with Him, and i feel freed. from all the problems i am having. because problems, i have BIG PAPA.

it’s not like my problem vanish already. it’s still there, longing for my attention to finished them. but i don’t have big worries on that anymore, because He has sweet plan for me, that’s why He allows these stuff happen.